|in my mind:||omg did i really just send that, what if i'm annoying them, i really should stop, they hate me, omg i'm so embarrassed|
i just need to get my shit together
have you ever stopped liking somebody that you liked a lot and suddenly notice that they are a shitty person and realize how blinded you were by how much you liked them
It only takes being rejected once for me to never ever ask anyone anything ever again.
i mean i would eat healthy food but do you remember that one time that adam and eve ate an apple in the garden of eden and doomed all of humanity so idk better not risk it
my parents are so lucky they have me as a kid. i could be out doing cocaine but instead i spend all of my time on this goddamn website
'Going to bed' means switching from my computer to my phone and spending another hour mobile blogging in the dark
I already said too much. I already shared too much, and I want all my secrets back. I hate getting close to people these days, I always regret sharing too much, caring too much, doing too much, feeling too much.